Our first workout after Easter is a mess. As soon as I start warming up on the treadmill, he starts going in on what a farce Easter is, fake holiday blah blah blah. I’m Catholic lite but the attack was so unwarranted that I am compelled to defend Easter. Plus if I had done the same thing regarding anything to do with Islam, I know we would have been in silent workout mode with serious voice for exercise instructions. The hypocrisy is galling. The entire session turns into a stupid debate over priests (you can guess the go-to argument there) and all the fallacies of Catholicism. Nothing on Islam though. I am ready for the workout to be over. It’s doubly tiring to argue/shout while on a treadmill. Later in the day bK sends me a classic “if I offended you or your faith” apology that he immediately undercuts with his observations about the increased blood circulation between my thighs while I was doing ab work during our debate. I mention but then drop the pervasive double standard in these conversations. If I had a bigger vocabulary, I would use another word for dysfunction to avoid repetition – sorry.
At some point, we take a break so that bK can travel for a family funeral. While down south he texts me that he needs to extend his stay because his sister is dealing with pregnancy issues. Funny enough when I ask how she is doing a few weeks later he acts like he doesn’t know what I’m talking about. I don’t bother pushing, I know how this movie ends – if I push he’ll get evasive or defensive and it will escalate into a fight. Ain’t nobody got time for that! At least not this time… And so April continues in roller-coaster fashion and at the end of the month we negotiate a new rate at the end of the month at a deep discount (I deserve it 🙂). bK mentions a new sunning location for 2013.
bK starts out with a normal massage as always – my neck, shoulders and back. He uncovers my lower body and starts with my legs. By the time he begins to work on left thigh, I am already tense with anticipation and a little wet. bK’s hands start to massage my inner left thigh, his fingers grazing my lips with light teasing touches. Forecast calls for high temperatures and a lot of precipitation. After a few minutes I have had enough and I ask him to move further up and inside. He is coy about it and asks for more specific direction – but we both know there is only one direction he can head. His hands creep higher into my groin area and then two fingers finally slide into home. Hmmmmm! How do you spell (temporary) relief? T-w-o-f-i-n-g-e-r-s-g-e-n-t-l-y-i-n-s-e-r-t-e-d-m-o-v-i-n-g-i-n-c-o-n-c-e-r-t. He strokes slowly, at first barely inside, but then gradually he explores deeper, fingers firm and lingering along my vaginal muscles and plunging deeper still. Aaah, lady nani is happy at last to be a guest at the massage party and as luck would have it she is the guest of honor. This is not a happy ending as much as an homage to my p—y. I’m trying to keep the moans to a minimum and take it all in stride (some of this is still about control). Soon it becomes obvious that every part of my body did not get the internal memo and before I am fully aware of it, my treacherous ass is bucking off the table, drawn by the sweet siren song of his magic digits. Dammit. But it feels so good. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I know this is wrong, but I can’t stop and I have been so good for so long. There should be some award for that.
When he asks me to turn over so that he “can massage from the front”, I flip so quickly I almost rollover the table. Having it my way this afternoon and now bK is showcasing his dexterity. He softly massages my clit with two fingers, yet another two are pleasuring me from inside and yet another plays with my ass. I am not typically into finger play but damn. Somehow over the course of the massage he sprouted extra fingers and the sensual assault that he has unleashed is almost too much to bear. My body is on fire. bK has a look of intense focus and I appreciate the dedication to his craft! An initial small orgasm but the ode to the V continues and with each touch the throbbing in my clit rebuilds. I’m gaining momentum towards the release that all the previous massages hinted at. Waves of pleasure roll over me with increasing intensity. He is standing on my left side by my waist and I take advantage of his positioning to massage his right thigh with my left hand. Gradually I work further up his thigh and into his boxer briefs and grasp his thickness. bK hangs (and rises) to the left so even lying down from this angle I can stroke his stiff dick, kinda like grasping the clutch if you have ever driven stick in a foreign country. I have. Well. I let my fingers work up and down his dick slowly, intermittently stopping to show a little love to his increasingly moist tip. He has a very sensitive tip. I use his wetness as lube to further stroke him since I don’t have the benefit of massage oil to work with. His fingers pick up steam as he gets more excited and soon I want more though I am trying not to break. But pleasure is pleasure and I do break and ask about condoms so we can progress (safety first!). He says none for him and finishes me off. OK. I guess the line is drawn at no intercourse. For now anyway. I thank him for the massage and get dressed while he uses the mix of almond oil and my juices on his hands to moisturize his body. Watching him do so is a fresh turn on, but oh well. For the first time in a while I go to brunch feeling nice and relaxed after a session. And two and a half hours late. I don’t look anyone in the eye when I blame my extreme tardiness on a late start to the day’s workout.
Massage Rating: 9.9/10. Self-control is overrated. I played Lincoln and set our hands free. I’m not sure I can go back to normal massages. We get along well for the rest of the month after this massage. 🙂